Dear Diary.... ♥

10:27 PM

Wooo, and so i finally met up my cousin, jaz!
Man, i tell you shes rly a preeety lady.
Omg. Sweeeet girl!

At first went to her shop to buy my cny clothes.
Felt awkward at first thou.
Then, things turned out funnn!
Went eating, shopping, chilling out. :D
Fun day out w her man.
Am gonna meet her next wk again.
Wheeeees!

Okay, and so ytd was working day again. -.-
And i'm beginning to dislike ___ alrdy la.
At first kept shooting and suaning me.
I just kept quiet, as he just did it for fun.
But its like he's getting fcking overboard can.
Cb.

Then after work was SHOCKED to see * lah!
Walau omg please.
And its like * travelled all the way to acc me home,
when he lives at paya lebar area?!
:O :O :O !!!
Omgggg. Eh thanks anw huh. :)

Okok. Getting ready for work now.
Ugh, ANOTHER BORING DAY AGAIN! :(

my cousin is soooo pretty!

7:22 AM

Waaah i haven't been blogging for days man.
Days were as usual busying working.
Kinda getting sick of working life man.
Darn.
How i wish can get money w/o working. =x

And oh yea, * bought me my fav retro shades la!
OMG SUPER HAPPY!! :D
That's sweet of you man.
Thanks for all those gift and snacks from ya!
And surprisingly,
bumped on * today when i was shopping w mum.
OMG LA?!
He was shopping w his mum also. -.-
Haha. Okay cut that crap.
And so, i got another pair of heeels! :D:D
Red and white in colour for CNY.

BUT SHIT LA.
I HAVEN'T BOUGHT ANY CNY CLOTHINGS.
I WANT SHOPPPINGGGG. BOOOS!

Tmr's off day! :)
Meeeeting cuzzie for chill out!
Haven't met her for centuriesss! :)
Till then. TATA!

9:44 AM

Wooo! Ive many pictures to post today.
Sooo, i'll just summaries my day short! :D
Basically, today's outing w sony part-timers!

Went to orchard w alex in the afternoon.
Bla bla, walked around.
Then kevin and his gf, ziwei joined us.
I bought a necklace and belt! :D:D!
Walked almost the whole orchard,
and left for mediacorp at around 7plusss.

Watched project superstar!
Wooo it's damn cool! The episode is effing funny.
Omg we all laughed like crazy fellows.
AND I SAW NAAAATTT LAH!
He's sooo ultimate cute i tell you.
Awwww!

Okay and everythg ended at 11.30pm.
Photo taking session till 12am plus!
Cab home and here i am now! :D

Kbox marathon night...

nick korkor and me singing.

the four crazy part-timers! aiyoyo.

Mediacorp outing day today...!!

introducing... me! :)

this is alexxxx! :)

yann liang! :)

kevin and his gf, ziwei! :)

OMG! TAKING WITH NAT'S POSTER!

nat i love you!! -.=

this is ziwei! preetty nice ladey! :)

walauuu my face is freaking GHOSTLY. -.- !!

WELCOME TO MY MEDIACORP HOME! :\

with yann liang.

we are the sony part-timers! :D:D!

lastly, a together photo!! :)

9:41 AM

Woo. Previous day was kbox-ing day!
Went kbox at cine with many people.
All colleagues from sony bugis!
I think total got 9 people. -.-
They freaking jio-ed me so late at night.
So i had to cab down all the way to cine!
Omfg cab fare fuckinggggg ex. -.-
Two way trip $50 LEH!
Heart pain like siao.
Nonetheless, enjoyed myself alot.
Sanggg all the way till 6am!
Scream and sang and ton in kbox!

Reached home around 7am and 'died'.
Haha. -.-

I had a great day w my dear reg ytd! :D
Aha i swear i love that girl to bittts.
Bus-ed down to yishun to find her,
and she accompanied me to bank.
Fucking waited for almost 2 hours! -.-
Reg was sweeet enough to wait w me!
LOVELOVE!

And so, made an ATM card finally!!
After that headed down to town.
First to paragonnnn!
Met up my paragon colleagues!
MISS THEM ALOT MAN!
Chatted for quite awhile, andand,
manager asked for me to be back there!
HOOPE I'LL BE ABLE TO TRANSFER!
OMG.

After which, headed to cineleisureee.
Did manicure together w reg!
Woooo coolness!
Hahaha first time doing w her.
Crapped alot man i tell you. Haha.
Lovee our nails! :D
BEAUTIFUL IS THE WORD! HOHO.
But it took us for like more than 1 hour. -.-
Then reg's friend joined us.
AARON yeah? :)
Lalala-ed and had our dinner.
Then headed to bugis.

And i bought another 2 tops from topshop.
A long sleeve and a sleeveless. WOO!
Reg got herself 1 top too.
Laughed alot i tell you.
We two practically went mad.
I think that aaron abit can't stand it?
HAHAHA.

ANDAND, I GOT A RED HEELS ALSO!
OMG LOVE IT SOOO MUCH!
HAPPY W IT!!! :D

Okok tmr's off day agnnnn!
Gonna go mediacorp watch superstar. -.-
Abit boring thou. Cos i dont support.
But got tics ma, just go lor. Haha.
Guess alex and i will be gg town first.
So... Gotta sleep now! NITES! :)

7:05 AM

OMG LAAAAHH.
WEBCAM-ING W WENDY NOW.
SHES FREAKING MAKING ME LAUGH,
TILL MY ASS ALMOST FALL OUT ALRDY.

Hahaha did alot of stupidddd things! :x
CBMP ONLY YOU KNOWS IT HOR.
HAHAHAHA.
Walau my mouth feels so numb now.
I laughed sooo ultra hard you know. -.-
Haha anw her hair is super cool!
NICE ONE GIRL!

Okayokay. Guess what.
Now then i freaking got my pay.
And it's like only less than 1000?!
Plusplus, i gotta return mom 350.
Darn, i'm let with only pathetically 600.
Tmr's off dayyyy.
Gonna open my own acc, and ATM card.
Then bank innnn,
AND GO FOR SHOPPING SPREE!

Wooo~ I hope life's getting better for me, without him.
I'm starting to feel so exhausted.
I rly hate the way you treat me as.
Are all these just lies and sweet talkings?
Ugh, whatever.
Soo emotionally worn out. ):
I'm tired alrdy you know.

Okok whatever. Can't wait for my off days!
Tmr and wednesday!!
Lalalalah. :D

Wooo CASH!!

Muahaha. My redddd nails!

9:18 AM

Sorry guys for the late updateee!!
Busybusy working yeah.
Ugh, tired dead beat alrdy.

Previous day went to sassy bar again.
Went with greg, jeff, sony staffs.
Played pool, sang songs, drankkkk.
Felt rather emo thou.
And i kept drinking and drinking.
TILL I GOT DRUNK. -.=
Couldn't even walk straight.
Zzzz took cab home.
Sighhhh. Still can't get over him.
Whatever lah.

Today's off day!!! AND PAYDAY!
Hope can withdraw money by tmr.
Went to bishan and find my dear CBMP.
Hahaha I MISS HER!
And we shared a cup of icecream la.
SWEEEET HUH CBMP!? -.=
Hohoho.
And she made me laugh like madcow.
Wth!
Haha that girl never fail to crack me up.

And then watched KUNGFU MAHJONG.
Damn funny i tell you!
Laughed sooo much in the cinema.
Omg embarressing! Haha.
Then after that, shopped around.
Got myself new nail polish colours! :D
Came home, painted my nails RED!
Wheeee.

Tomorrow going to TP open house.
Meeting MY TWO DEAR GIRLS!
LOVELOVE! <3
Okay off to sleep.

8:09 AM

WENDY TOH MY CBMP!
WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!?! :(
No calls, never reply my msgs!
Omfg i miss you so much lah!!!
Never see you so long i can die alrdy.
Get back to me when you see this alright.
LOVE!

TOMORROW'S PAYDAY!
LIKE FINALLY AFTER SO LONG?! :D
HOHOHO.

Argh, tiring tiring!
Have been working everyday.
Brrrr. Worn out.
Yesterday met some of my peeps!
Lihua, kel, xx, fish, hong.
They were going to town, but ive to work.
Walaaaauu!
And xiaowei came over to bugis at night !!
Omg i miss that girl man!
Had a good heart-to-heart talk w her. :D
Thanks darling. :)
My peeps waited for me to finish work!
And we went to marina bay after that.
Lalala-ed and stuffs.
Some of us went to lihua's house for MJ session.

Okay and today's nothing much.
Rather peaceful.
As usual laaah, WORKING. :(
Some trainee part timers came to join us.
Got to know new friends again, LOL. -.-
Esp alex? Haha. Okok nice guy.
Anddd reached home, slept.
Super tired i tell you.
Ive been losing my sleep for dunno how many days.
Sighhhh.
AND IM HAVING A FLU NOW.
JESUS! -.-

I guess its gonna be another emo night again.

I hope you're living well and happily now.
I miss you so much.
But i'll be happy if youre living happily too.
Goodnight my ~~love.~~

11:34 AM

Days are still passing without you.
And i really miss you standing by my side.
You wont get to see my suffers, my tears.
Nvm. You'll never be back.
I've to get on without you. :)
Yes i hope i can.

Really special thanks to greg, alan they!
You guys never fail to cheer me up,
althou i was very lifeless at work.
Sorry for all troubles ive caused. :(
I'll get myself up yah.
AND REGGG! I MISS YOU ALOT!!! <3

Went to vivo yesterday.
Walked around, and saw actors filming.
OMG ELVIN AND BRYAN WONG LOR!
And they walked passed me lah.
Walauuuuuuu. :D:D:D:D!
Okay and i did some shopping. :)
Bought the super ex chocos from CHOCO FAC.
Imagine lah, 6 small chocos for $16. -.-
I dare not even eat it man.
Dine at Carl's Jr. :)
Caught the show, Spirit of the victim.
Rather complicating story plotline.

Then after show was like 10pm.
Went to Haagen Dazs for delights! :D
OMG WE ORDERED CHOCO FONDUE!!!
It's like fucken expensive. -.-
But i swear it's heavenly!!
FIRST TIME EATING SUCH DELIGHTS!

Kay. Ops i forgot to mention smthg.
THERES A HUNK WORKING OPP MY SHOP!
OMG OMG OMG.
Okok im crapping. Bye. -.-

Oh yah. Fuck the rainy season.
It's freaking pissing me off.
I hate hateeee wet weather!!
Brrrr. STOP RAINING CAN. -.-
Hate going work with wet pants and shoes.
Time for some pictures. Tadaaa. :)

see! thats elvin and bryan lah!

i forgot whats that actor's name. but he's still very hot! :D

SAW THAT?! THEY WALKED PASSED ME.

time for heavenly choco fondues! <3

aww. people don't drool okay? =p YUMMY!

love, STRIKED OUT.

okay. was whoring on my webcam. zzz.

10:19 PM

I don't know what has become of me.
Somehow or rather i felt sooo lost.
Very lifeless of me.
Shit la.

Haven't been eating & sleeping well.
Colleagues noticed that i was restless today.
I even explained wrong info to customers.
Sorrry peeps.
And i hit my head at one hook in store.
VERY VERY PAIN.
Then when closing the shop,
my finger got caught in the door.
SWEELLLLL. :(((
Why am i like that?! Brrr.
Stand strong JOY!

Nonetheless, thanks alot my friends. I just need time to be alone.

11:17 PM

I NEED TO BE ALONEEEE.
I CAN'T TAKE THIS.

SONEONE TELL ME WHY.
I LOVED YOU SO MUCH,
AND YET...

So this is what you get,
when you loved someone so deeply.
I rly never planned growing old w/o you.
The days when i met you,
pursued so much funs and laughters.
I changed so much becos of you.
Learnt to treasure you so much,
cos i believe you're a gift heaven sent to me.
But yet...

Maybe i was wrong again, about love.
Sometimes i wished love never exist.
I loved you too much until..
Nevermind.
Just leave me alone to die.
BYE.

2:39 AM

Man i swear i'm tired like a dread log.
Zzzzzz.
And so i'm home early from work today.
Morning shift you see.

Haven't been having sufficient sleeps!
Have been visiting pubs previous nights.
Am loving night lifeee. :D
Been down to boat quay.
CHAMBER and SASSY BAR is love!
Drank, chit-chat, pokers, play pool.
Haha my colleagues are funny lah.
Going home only at around 4am plus?

And yesterday night, intend to go home early.
Was taking the train home alone.
Then when train reaches orchard,
saw my dumb baby coming in !!
OMG ARE WE FATED OR WHAT?!
Hahaha super happy!

I haven't met him for 4 good days! :(
And soo, ended up companying him for supper.
Went down to toa payoh.
And then, ended up at his house!
Gosh, another late night out again.
Reached home around 2am.
Mum was like on the fire man. :
And here i am at home early today.
Promised to company her today at home.
Awwww. Tired!
I want some sleep!
*Snoreeees.

10:25 AM

HOLA. :D

This shall be my virgin post for year 2007.
Wheeees.
May all good things arrive,
and bad things to roll far far awaaay!
Hohoho.

I want to mention two things,
that has been bothering me today.
Firstly, i miss schooling days again.
Looking at wrs students today at mrt,
really reminds me of the good old days.
Soursob! :(
Secondly, i seriously miss working at paragon.
Hell i really dooooo.
I don't enjoy working at bugis junc at all.
Zzzzzz.
Fucken far, and the place is pathetically SMALL.
I MISS EVERYONE AT PARAGON. :(
I swear they really do brighten my working days.
Lovess always..

Argh okay lah.
Not much in a mood to blog much today.
Cos i'm having a bad tummy upset.
Owww.
And theres work tomorrow.
Shiteeee. -.-
Not forgetting to shop for my dear reg's gift!
Miss her alot darling!

And i enjoyed my day with baby today.
I LOVE YOU MY DUMB DUCK BABY! :)
I dont want you to leave me. Okay?

Wah okok. I'm going to sleep.
The pain is killinggg. -.-