Dear Diary.... ♥

8:39 AM

I sensed a great urgency of impatience going on within my friends already. And i apologise for not updating till now!

Anyhow, i'm back from Kuantan already and it's way to gooooooo! Thumbs up trip! Most importantly, i'm glad that i've spent quality time with mom. Got so much closer with her during the whole trip. (:

I've tons of pictures to show you guys! I'd post it up as soon as i've finish uploading it alright?

Oh yeah, another i-dont-know-whether-is-it-a-good-or-bad news for me. I just changed my hair into a completely new hairstyle.

Goodnews: Finally something new on my head, and I'VE GOT MY HAIR STRAIGHTENED. :)
Badnews: Hair length became 1 inch plus shorter. Super heartache. I've been trying so hard to grow long hair and it's back to square one again.
Don't know whether is Good-or-Bad news: Short fringe.

Anyway i'm very much bothered by my hair length now. That's upsetting me, my whole day. And that's why i stucked my butts at home for the whole day today. I got so sick of myself now, cos i've been facing the mirror and trying to get used to my hair for the whole day. My face feels so tired now. -.-

Gah, what's new anyway? The fact you're wearing a mask everyday. It makes you so weary, so weary. I think I should be nominated for the grammy awards for being able to wear a fake smile.

Facing you guys with a new me now....

Walau, my hair lengthhhhhh............. *stabs heart*

And damn, i'm not supposed to wash my hair for 2 DAYS. Tell me how to survive lah?! My hair feels sooo, lumpy & uncomfortable now. Ugh.

9:35 PM

HOLIDAYS!

Hola. Finally. Omg i don't know how to express how relaxed i feel now. :D

Oh yeah, yesterday's oral exam wasn't that hard. I was very nervous initially, but thank god i countered it in a very calm and smooth way.

Granny cooked 'SA POR FISH HEAD' for dinner yesterday too. Delicious. Hubby came over to my place since afternoon and stayed over, had dinner and decided to catch a movie at Causeway Point. Reached there and bought tics, then hubby and i went to look for my mom and shopped awhile with her. Mom always got so lame and cranky when she talks to baby. Buay-ta-han. Haha.

Then caught the show, Dead Silence. Not bad, freaks me out occasionally. And nice ending. Rating: 3.5/5.

Alright people, i shall blog again on Sunday or maybe Monday. Byeeeeee! Off to enjoy! :P

SMILE! Cos it's the Holiday Season now yo!

8:40 PM

好人会有好报,
恶人也会有恶报的!

Today feels so wierd for me. Because it's the only day, after soo long, that i've woken up from my sleep and feeling rather normal, instead of feeling sad. I couldn't explain such phenomenon either. Today is the most refreshing day ever.

Anyhow, enough of all those blues. Since staying at home would drive my sanity to the corner, obviously i got myself outta home, yesterday. :) Met my linda at woodlands and headed down to Novena. I don't know why on earth the both of us would choose to land at Novena, maybe it's because we haven't stepped into that area since Velocity was officially launched.
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But it's rather dissappointing though. Novena's still as boring as ever. Nothing much to shop, except Charles & Keith. Hehe, and i ended up with a new pair of cute white heels! Yay, very satisfied! ^^
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Had Chocolate Fondue at Haagen Dasz next. And her friend, Dylan came to join us. Aww, i swear the whole pool of chocolate is soo sinful and melted me, absolutely. People, ask me out for that again next time! (But i've gained like 432579856197kg after the big chocolate serving. I'm in such a deep shit now. No eating for today and tomorrow!)
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Anyway, the world can really be soo small huh. To think i can actually see some familiar-faces even on the expressway, in the car.

Enough of yesterday's ramblings. I'm so gonna try very hard to maintain this feeling of mine, to be able to feel better instead of falling back again. Meeting daddy after school later! Yayyyy! I miss him so much. (:

9:21 AM

Fly me to the moon,
And let me play among the stars.
Let me see what spring is like,
On Jupiter and Mars.
In other words,
Hold my hand.

SPECIALLY FOR MY DEAREST, LINDA.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY GIRL! Y
YOU'RE SO MUCH LOVED BY MEEE! BIGHUG. :)

Aww, it's really getting hectic to pull myself out of bed every morning just to go to school. I need some motivation please, like seriously. (Bare with it for a few more days! Just few more days to go!)

Anyway, i left school during 2nd breakout today. Boring and complicating science module today will practically just finish off my brain cells. And so, cabbed down to car garage to find baby and his brother, to get our car changed for better looks!

Waited and stayed there for the whole afternoon. There was a couple of times when i sat there and dozed off. -.- Embarressing. Finally, our Rexy car is doneee! Little monster look with new carbon-fibre bornet and boot. :)

Alright, and so, went down to VivoCity for dinner and saw ShengKang at BestDenki too! Heh-heh.

Well, i'm way too tired today. Didn't get to catch much of my sleep last night. It's horrible, that i slept at the car garage, in the car, at baby's house. Apparently, i slept everywhere i went. Horrendous. -.- Alright, i need to catch some snooze now.

Fireworks Festival tomorrow and on saturday! Yayness. (:
Shall keep you people update again yo! Bye babies.

My little love!

2:29 AM

In life, how i wish everything could be very simple.
No masks, No decipherment.
Nothing will be too obscure or difficult to trace,
But this litle thought in my head is nothing but naiveness.

Sometimes, i've been thinking and struggling to get myself sick and tired.
Cos it's not easy at all, anymore.

If the sun sets,
don't wail, for it won't rise up anymore again.

Be contented.

7:58 PM

I'm shivering. (Bloody hell, i forgot to bring jacket!)

But thanks Melvin for lending me jacket! Or i think im'ma freeze to death. You guys ought to know that RP is an artic place!

Anyway, i'm starting to feel fugly. Damn. Time to improve! Time to improve pleaseeee! :(

Oh yes anyway, i've returned back to my old workplace at Sony Gallery to work again. For the sake of money money and money. So yeah, every weekends at Junction 8! Come drop by and find me people! Haha.

Alright, and so regarding yesterday.....

Dining at Swensens.

HAHA-face!

And this sweetie pie of mine actually got tickets for me secretly for Rush Hour 3 that i've been longing to watch. Thanks. :) Rush Hour 3 was simply fabulous, hilarious! But whole duration was rather short thou. Rating: 4/5

Seriously, i hate late nights. Cos i'd always be drowning in tears due to some Drama-Rama stuffs. I don't have the mood for anything now. Guess i'd just shut myself tight in my room when i get back home as soon as school ends today. I wished i hadn't knew all these...

Some things will never meant to be changed, no matter how hard it costs you, to have tried.

9:53 AM

It's half past midnight now. 12.54a.m, 13th August.

It's half a year, love. Y

I'm very tired now. Shall blog again after our tomorrow.
(What should i wear? Zz.... -_-")

The very first picture we've taken together, 6 months ago, on this very special day at sentosa.

10:25 AM

Well, sometimes in life I wish everything could be very simple.
No masks, No decipherment.
Nothing will be too obscure or difficult to trace,
But this litle thought in my head is nothing but naiveness.
It's rather beautiful how the leaves compliment the empty sky.
Clouds are just too heavy, too heavy.

Currently playing: 9.33FM. Y

I don't know why, but just couldn't help having this sudden urge to listen to 9.33FM right now in my dark and comfy room. Cos' usually i'd only listen to it in baby's room.

I was in the midst of enjoying listening to it, and suddenly it started playing a consequtive series of many emotional chinese songs. Wow, and i got so affected by it unknowingly.

I hate this feeling. ~~Horrible, haunting, heart-wrenching.~~ Ahhh craap. Such nonsense shouldn't even bother me. But well, i hope this wouldn't last for too long. I'd get better soon. :)

Joycelyn is being truant today again. Badbad. Wells, couldn't help it. Okay, because i skipped school today. I just feel so strange, my body always can't seem to coordinate with my brain. Whenever i'd always tell myself to get-the-hell-outta my bed, my body just wouldn't listen! Rubbish right, i know. But this is the fact.

Anyhows, i'm glad that baby didn't tick me off for that when we met today. Phew!
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Finally, a decent haircut for him after donkey centuries. -.-

His aunty styling his hair for him.

And i swear i almost fell into a deep sleep after waiting for more than an hour.

My eyebags are horrendously exposed. -.-

Still loving you, as always.

Horridnesssss! There's this tiny weeeny pus on my foot that is freaking me out totally now! (Yaya, cos i'm afraid of pain can?) Lolol.

Alrighty. 9.33FM is really hoaxing me to sleep now. Byeeeee babies!

10:46 AM

Ayeeee i'm so not supposed to be here blogging right now! Cos there's school tmr again, and it's in the wee hours now. Yawning away loudly. Anyway, i'm back in my comfort zone now. (:

I said i'll get my eyebrows trimmed, and it's finally done so yesterday! I feel so much more comfortable with neat eyebrows on my face now. Linda is really such a bigbig darling of mine, to accompany me to trim my eyebrows at night at amk. (:

Baby came down to look for me after his work tooooooo! Aww i miss you sweet. And so, the three of us were like practically occupying Macs seats for hours, sitting there chatting and laughing away so loudly.

And as for today, i'm pretty sure everyone knows what day is today right. (Ya better know!) Yesyes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY S'PORE BABY! You're as old as my mom now. Aha. (: Mom whipped up a small feast at home today. Curry chicken especially! Yumyums. And baby came over to eat. (:

Headed down to ECP in the evening together with Bernice and Ivan too. BBQ session. It's simply so facinating, with beautiful sceneries by the sea. (Bbq was situated at the end of the jetty, directly beside Mr Big Sea!) And what's more is that, FIREWORKS ARE SO LOVELY AT NIGHT! Aww imagine. Bbq, at the jetty, beside the big sea, with the companion of fireworks. We've never experienced a Bbq session under such a wonderful atmosphere. What more could i simply say? Awesome. (:
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See seee! Helicopter spotted at the jetty!

Beautiful. (:

Randommmmm, of legs? -.-

I look super unglam here please.

Ehhhh?

Milo look here, not there!

Cute tee-shirt right!? Heh-heh.

Today is just so loveee.

9:11 AM

/edited.

Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show

This is so crazy. I've actually changed my blogskin at last, like finally! Goodness. (You must understand, cos' i can be an idiot when i face html codes.)

Just got this sudden obsession with plain skins. :) But guess what, i took nearly 4 hours completing it. And i swear that i'm starting to lose every bit of sanity within me when i lose my patience reading those retarded codes. What an idiot, really.

I've also began to realise that my bloggings previously are getting so downgraded! Boring, dull, whatever! Due to certain nonsensical problems that happened in the past, caused me to lose interest in managing my blog well. Boooooos. Turn-off. Well, back on track now! Heh-heh. Bitchings, here i come. And it's really time for me to improve my ING-GE-LISH. My english.

Alright, shall start my virgin post for this new blogskin. Yes surprisingly, i headed back home after school. I've been feeling very lethargic recently. So yeah, it was time for me to catch some snooze at home. I dozed off straight after cam-whoring with my phone within 5 minutes on my bed. Imagine how tired i was. -.- And then i woke up and did this blog thingy till nowww. 12.46am. Faggots.

I need to divert more attention back on myself already. Time for me to pamper myself more now. Cos' i wanna be more perfect! :)

Fuck, this annoying dark patch under my eyelids are getting worse. I've been like sleeping at like 2am at least everyday for the past 1 month plus already?! Thats why i said i need to snooze more now. I want better complexions without dark circles and sebums from now on! They get so annoying when they stays on my face. Bah. :(

Tomorrow, DIE-DIE also must go and get my eyebrows trimmed already. So uncomfortable having a little bushy eyebrows now. -.-

GOODNIGHT.
Baby, i miss you. (:

P.S: Oh yes people, if you guys wanna read up my older previous posts, i've saved them up under my archives okay. Okay lastly, i just wanna repeat again, that i'm sooo in love with my blogskin! Toodles! :D
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I look like some emotional maniac here. But actually no lah, was too sleepy and so my face was like this. (Furthermore i was lying on my comfy bed. Aww.)

8:53 AM

Awwwww, see, as usual i knew i'd surely have Monday-Blues today! Haha.

My whole team didn't come today. Wow, and so i'm the only one. -.- So ended up in Michelle honey's team. Felt quite listless today. Actually was okay one, then halfway xiaowei chat alot alot with me. And i guess, maybe somehow she really talked some sense out of me. Many things, i've began to realise. Aiya i don't know lah. 今天真的很烦!! :(

Many many things are flowing in and out constantly in my mind. The feeling is somehow so undescribable. Feels as thou i've just waken up from a very very long dream, kind of made me realise many things, made me know how to think WISELY from now on. (Maybe? I hope so.)

After school met Bernard and headed down to SGH to visit Juan, my ex colleague. Oh yah, have you guys heard of the news? He was on the newspapers headlines last fri i think? He met with a very fatal accident with his motorbike, his whole engine exploded when he started his bike. And he was burnt badly, 40% burnt. :( Newpapers talking rubbish everywhere.

And so, reached there and met a few of the other colleagues from Wisma last time one. Went up to ICU to see Juan, my goodness, my heart ached so much when i saw him. He's in a very bad state, legs and hands wrapped up till very jialat. And his face...... :( But he was in a conscious state thank god, and he's able to wave to us inside the room. (But couldn't talk) We were unable to enter cos he's very sensitive to infections, cannot be exposed to outside air.

I recalled how noisy and lame Juan can be, when we used to work tgt last time. And he love to call me names and make me laugh so much. Then now, he become like that. Looking inside the room, tubes were everywhere in his body. He must be very upset. Sigh.... Made me realised life is very vulnerable. Anything could just happen at any point of time. We really gotta cherish and be contented at what we have now. Cos we might just lose them at the veru next second. Well, i'll really gotta pray very hard for him, for his speedy recovery.

Very moody now. How i wish all my thoughts can vanish now. VANISHHHHHHHH.

8:36 AM

Weekends are always sooo love, yet so short. (And it's gonna be another Monday-Blues tmr again)

Shopping day yesterday with my girl Linda. :D Don't know why ytd shopping with her, kept having the 'tai-tai' feeling. Haha. Cos we bought a same Guess small lil handbag! GUESS IS LIKE HAVING SALES LAH! WOOOOOT. Lol, very satisfied. =p But wallet got one hole alr.

Then headed down to Bugis to get our nails done. FRENCH MANICURE for me! Finally...... Haha. Waited for baby to come till i can grow spider webs alr. -.- Walked around and sat down with girl and waited........till he finally came at about 7plus.

And so, drove down to Selegie rd there and ate the tou hua. Wanted to go watch movie after tt, but cine is soooo fcking crowded. -.- (As thou Andy Lau was there) Then decided to go Mr Prata to eat again. After that drove back down to kallang and meet the rest. Shortly after, my girl went off le. :( Went back to bb's house and rest awhile, reached home alr around 2plus. Super tired.

Shopping again today with Mommy and sis. Wah, i've alr been like spending a bomb within only this weekend man. My monthly allowance alr half gone. Shitzxsxxxxx. Went RC, Citylink and MarinaSq walkwalk. AGAIN, i bought another handbag from Charles&Keiths -.- I think i rly gotta eat bread everyday from now on alr.

At night baby finish work then went for dinner together, then go back home tgt alr. Tiring weekends, yet, satisfied with new stuffs! =p

TMR SCHOOL AGAINNNNNN. Oh faggot.

P.S: Oh this is so random, but i just suddenly got the craves to eat RC donuts now. Duhhh!

french manicure :D

YAYYYYY!!

hellooooooooooo.

byeeeeeee. -.-

6:51 PM

I reaaaaaally gotta save money very hard now. Super can't wait for the end of August to come!
-SCHOOL HOLIDAYS TILL MID-SEPT!! :D (very short thou)
-O level english ORAL.
-Holiday at Kuantan Resort.
-Stayover for a whole week at bb's.

Alright so tuesday after school went down to bb's place. Baby's finally shifting room, new room now. :) Waited all the way till like 9plus then went for a movie together with Bernice and Ivan too. Caught Vacancy, wah ending sucks and duration is very short. Rating 2.5/5. :(

Ytd no schoollllllll!! :D Cos RP official opening day. Haha. Finally had some decent sleep ytd, then woke up and headed to raffles city to queue for donuts aloneee. :( But 2 hours later Bernice and Ivan finally came! Lol. Alright and so bought donuts and went prawning again and wait for time to pass for baby to finish work. Oh yeah bought a pretty decent pointed heels at last! Happyhappy! =p
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Ohhhhhmygod.. Was queuing for donuts and this malay guy in front of me had his pants wore like a GAY! Super turn-off.
1) GREEEEN skinny jeans?! (Wowowww, so that's the IN-THING yo?!)
2) wear till so fcking LOW and show 3/4 of his butt. (I wonder will the pants will drop down totally if he starts to walk. He won't feel uncomfortable meh?! -.-)
3) boxers wear nice still nvm, wear this kinda shit cartoon boxers?!
I seriously lost my appetite for donuts after tt alr. -.- Lol. *no offence for taking this pic!*

After baby finish work then dined at Balestier there de famous bak kut teh then go home alr. Reached bb's place, was chatting with his mom. Then his mom suddenly gave me one whole packet of yakults. Haha so cute and nice of her! =p Orbiquek, baby no more yakults to drink alr. LOL.

Today, morning alr bad bad day in school. Don't wish to mention. Sigh. Later after school heading down for interview with Wendee. It's just a few days event job at IT fair at the end of aug. Wish me all lucks please. OH YA, PEOPLE, IF YOU GUYS GOT LOBANGS OR ANY EVENTS JOB PLEASE INTRO ME! I'm quite desperate for part-time jobs now. :(
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cam-whore. =p
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say "wooooo" with me.