Dear diary, xoxo.

Wow, whee, woo, wah! I'm back for updates! I'm in the pink of health now! No more infected eye. :D

Anyway, god has been really good to me. I mentioned i gave casting interview a missed previously because of my infected eye right? Now, they still find me back.

Yes, i'll be wearing a cheongsum. Other girls wearing kimonos, jap costumes, pretty too. :) Wondering how will i look like? Catch me @ the fair at the expo this saturday then!

Oh yes, yesterday after fitting and all, we went to walk around at chinatown. I haven't enjoyed shopping lately. But i did, yesterday. Buying our daily neccessities together and all. :D

For the first time i walked so blardy far just to tabao the famous frog porridge at chinatown!

And today..

I was excited to meet babebabe in the morning. We were supposed to meet for early bird ktv session. I'm dying to sing. BUT, we both overslept. Oh wells. ~_~

Met her and huiyu at night at orchard. As usual, when we girls come together, we never fail to bitch about our secondary school days. Tons of laughters.

Sec school days were really unforgettable and fun.. :)

Then, we headed back to sembawang @ Admiral. On our way back home, i walked babebabe all the way to her house. Haha, i feel like i'm her bf. I actually sent her home and walked back myself. :P

CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW! I've been bugging and jumping around to go to the zoo for months! Finally i'm going tomorrow. Wahaha yay. :P

Stay tuned for zoo peektures tmr. Here i come........... Zooooooooooo~ Y

Here are the random OVERDUED photos. 3 weeks and above ago. -.-

Got a surprise! Cute dog. It barks!! :)

Randomly candid caught eating. -.-

@ St. James Mono, with my bros and sis! Long time ago, 3 wks ago i think.

Babebabe takes GOOD camera angle photo hor? -_-"

I loved the background. So pretty. Babebabe and i. :D

Lastly, an ABSURD crazy photo of us!!!!!! Omg.

Am i 'suay'? Or i didn't take good care of myself?

Now that my stubborn ulcers are gone, here comes my badly infected eye. It was so painful till i can't even open my eyes. Yellow pus juicing out....... Omg.

Thanks to my eye, i gave casting interview a missed. Posponed events till i recover. My mood is totally dampened now.

I gotta wear sunglasses out everywhere i go. Esp at night, it feels so stupid when you see someone wearing sunglasses at night. -.-

Anyw, i'm getting used to staying at home recently now. I prefer it this way. Good for me. =)

I will be back soon for blog updates again after i recover yeah.

Sorry folks!

SO ANGRY!!

I hate ulcers! It's been a week!

From 1, grew to 4 GOD-DAMN ULCERS! Getting more and more painful!!

F*CK!!! :(

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

Words are no longer worthy to portray how i feel.

Love of your life. How does it feels?

Checked my email, and received these photos finally. Taken about a month ago.. Long time ago. Lazy to upload so many. So, just a few.

Went to Sembawang Park few days back..

Sat in front of the sea, looked at the sky, watched the sunset. Cool breeze. Everything ran through my mind as i sat there for 2 hours. Watching the sun sets to dark, somehow felt.. Lost.
.

The sun sets....

Baby paige. Miss her so much. Too bad baby morgan's sleeping..

I love her sparkling eyes and sweet smile. Irrisistable~ :)

Waxing appointment on friday.. Brought babebabe along too. Her first time. :P

..

Playful me, annoyed her. =P

Afterwhich at night, Jab1 with her and our friends and back home.

Yesterday night,

Dinner with babebabe again @ NYDC Heeren. I love her. :) She loves to act so stupid and crazy in front of me and made me laugh like a clown. Omg.

Waited for time to pass, and we cabbed down to Mono and met the rest of them. Fun. I love Mono's ktv room. So pretty and spacious. If only my room's that pretty.

Haha. :P

Home sweet home finally today..

And i prepared ingredients for my family tonight. Cut fish, sotong, peeled prawns, chicken, bla. A steamboat feast~

And, tonight shall addict back to my HK drama series. I've yet to complete watching it!

For the first time, i was this shocked.

I looked down my white slippers, and half of it was covered with blood.

Didn't expect and realise i accidentally kicked my little toe onto a hard cabinet and would bleed till like this.

Half nail came out, and another side of the little toe, a piece of my skin came out. Bled non-stop. Dripped and dripped wherever i walked. Painful. People surrounding me.

Thank you friends for bandanging my little toe into a big toe. Hope it recovers soon.

I reek of.... Ugh.

Nonetheless, thank you my friends, for cheering me up and temporary forget everything. Cheers. :)

眷恋-

請別說愛我推我向晴天
最溫暖的天空卻換了季節
在絕望的面前灑落一地心碎
就算是伤悲　我不想太狼狈

请别说爱我　别許下心愿
下一秒就出现　你给的纪念
风吹过了思念　曾有过的眷恋
哭紅了雙眼　再让我心痛一天
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I miss shopping at Ikea and more imptly, their yummilicious food! Mmm.. Shall i head down on the weekends? >.<

Simply love shopping. Can't resist shopping. 2 more Mango tops, and 2 other tops are topped up into my wardrobe again. :P

Mango and Zara sales is the best. Wahaha.

Rented the full set of a HK drama series. I love HK dramas. So nice. Bunked in my room and stucked on my tv for the whole day today, putting face masks. Pampered! :)

Back to my HK drama series again. Bye my dear folks!

I'm trying so hard to occupy every single second of my life.
I'm trying so hard to learn.
I'm trying so hard to learn to get used to it.

I'm trying so hard to..... smile.