Sometimes i just feel so helpless. And useless. That i can't even help myself in this.

Yesterday night was a terribly sinful night. Rachel and i met up and went to Khatib's Bottle Tree Restaurant to have our dinner.

The greedy and hungry us just ordered blindly..

Ended up 2 person gotta finish 5 dishes. And the worse thing is, the both of us couldn't even finish half of everything. :O Stuffed ourselves lor. But still, mission failed.

But we both still enjoyed alot, as the food was really great. Thumbs up. And both of us sat by the river and talked everything under the moon. Haha, sounds romantic eh?

Alright, i'll continue my post after i'm back tonight. Meeting Yijuan and Linda for dinner, mini-shopping and prawning @ bishan!

I can't wait for the prawning session with my girls. xD

Haven't blogged for quite some time. So sorry peeps. Been busy and lazy. Lazing my ass off isn't gonna be a way out. ~_~ Gonna do something useful soon..

But still, i'm enjoying my days now. :)

Meanwhile, my 'most probably' upcoming plans:

• -Bintan trip at the end of March.
• -BKK trip at the beginning of April.

But i'm kinda more looking forward to Bintan trip. I've never yet to been there. Yearning to go to this beautiful island to relax, and temporary forget stuffs here. Short getaway trip. =)

Anyway, mainly photos taken during the past 2 weeks..

Taken on 13/02, after coming back home from celebration. Super tired~

Very tired face. -_-"

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Had buffet lunch last week @ Carousel Royal Plaza with Rachel. So full! We loved the chocolate fondue, esp with mashmallows. ^_^v

Apparently we wore a total opposite outfits for different occasion.

She wore quite formal, she wore a satin dress, cos we're having buffet at hotel. But me, only a casual top with shorts. Cos my mindset was, since we're heading for prawning later at night, so i'll just wear shorts.

So i was the awkward one when we were having our lunch. But when we headed prawning at night, she was the awkward one.. Haha~

She tries to snap my unglam photo while i was tie-ing up my hair. Playing a fool.. ~_~

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Day out at JB with priscilla last week too. To do my nails, have Bak Kut Teh as lunch at our usual place, Thai massage, buy DVDs.

Shiokkkk~ :P

New nail design - Hearts & Ribbons.

At Thai Massage..

I literally fell asleep soon after for 1 hours..

She drove her bf's car in..

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I've recently been addicted to Pet's Society in facebook. So fun and cute! I'm still a newbie.

I love my pet, Babie! Look, she's sleeping cos i'm busy. Cute! Haha~

Okok i'm going to play with Babie again. Good night darlings!

:)

Met up with my darling dada like FINALLY! Totally miss her so much. She's looking great in her new extension long hair. :)

Shopped at Far East and had our dinner at Pastamania. Did alot of catching up with each other. After which, at the later part of night, had a great night with her, Shadow and their friends. Relaxing!

Dar extending few more strands of her hair..

She love my phoney. :P

Leaving Far East to meet Shadow and friends~

Crazing in the small dirty toilet. ~_~

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Sneak peek..
More will be uploaded tomorrow or something. Am too tired now.

GOOD NIGHT!!

Dug these photos out. Taken quite a few weeks to a month ago i guess..

Hugging my baby Donald duckies~

I have no idea what i'm doing again. Boredom really kills. Haha.

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Oh yea, and i forgot to add on yesterday's post. After sending Kaiwei off, Wendy and i headed for some shopping at Orchard.

I've eyed on this pair of heels for damn long alr. But i always feels that it looks quite matured for me, so i never tried before. Till ytd i suddenly tried, and realized it looked nice.

So i just got it. :)

And my new Aldo 'housefly' shades..

I like the side, blingy!

And my dear Wendy baby bought me this brown make-up pouch, knowing that mine is dirty and lazy me never got a new one/never saw any that suits my liking.

She got me an eye-mask from Cotton-On previously too. She's definitely my sweetie pie.

My most thoughtful bestfriend that knows my needs and my taste the best! Thanks girl! Muack~

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Happen to chance upon this photo while i was surfing the net. DAMN CUTE. Reminds me of Maboh flying~ HAHAHAHAH.

Just for laughs before bed. Good nighty earthlings!

The 3-in-1 big big day is coming soon..

A VERY candid photo of us grabbed from Wendy. Darn funny~

Somehow.... This photo tells alot about us. :)

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Movie date on friday night with dearie Wendy and her Jeff, at Plaza Singapura.

Caught Underworld. A very captivating movie! Thumbs up~

Then we saw this banner, and decided to make a little fool out of ourselves.. Haha.

"Bad boys are actually bad"

I have no idea why i gave that face. Haha~

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Slept at 5am plus this morning, and woke up at 9am today.

Reason? To send this fella back to Taiwan. :(

Ok la, i do not wish to sound so bad. He's not any fella. He's our dearest Kaiwei buddy k.

Due to insufficient sleeps, i did not make-up much. Only slight eye-liner. So, pardon my very-very-tired-face.

Wendy came over my place at 10am, and my dad fetched us to send Kaiwei to Changi Airport.

My best buddy!

After checking-in, we had Popeyes at T3. I totally miss Popeyes since the last time i dined there..

I like T3.

Some photo-takings before Kaiwei leaves for good.. :(

Finally reached the 'gate'..

Bon voyage birdy buddy! Take care in Taipei! See you at the end of March again!

Alright, i need some nourishing sleep now to 'repair' my tired face.

Shopping & steamboat tomorrow! Nights!

Finally met up with my dear dear besties today. Finally all 4 of us.

We headed to Wendy's place to bainian. And took alot of funny photos. It's really so muddle-headed of me to actually forget to bring my digicam!

So, i used my ice-cream phone to take some of the photos. The rest will be posted up here once Kaiwei and Wendy send me the photos from their camera.

I accidentally kicked Reggie's toenail quite hard. Ouch! Haha.

4 of us. Bestfriends since primary/secondary school. Lovelove.

Yay! My team finally got the Final Year Project posting results. We got the project on Myopia. Woohoo! Will be attaching to Nestle Singapore industrial company soon. =) Can't wait.

Been questioning myself alot.

I feel like disappearing for a split moment, for now.

I am tired.

Chinese New Year Eve, Reunion Dinner. We did not have steamboat this year, decided to cook ourselves a sumptuous meal. So mom and i prepared..


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Chinese New Year Chu 1.

As usual from any other years, all gathered at 2nd Aunt's house. I simply love the atmosphere.

Part of my aunties and cousins..

And the dumplings we can only get to eat once a year. SUPER DELICIOUS!

Outfit for Day 1. Qipao bareback top with jeans.

With sis. =)

Some self-takes.. =\

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Finally got my pinky Ice-Cream phone. :D

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Chu 2.

2 of my boys wanted to sit our car and go for dinner. So cute.

Had seafood dinner with my dad's side big family. A total of 2 big tables.

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Pardon for the late updates.

Been busy gambling for the past few days since Day 1 at relative's house and my place especially. Friends been coming to my place for the past few days and nights for cards and mj.

Am not in a good mood today. Been thinking of some personal problems. I shall do something for myself soon. It's for my own good. Really..
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And there's also another thing that really upsets me.

My bestfriend. I am really speechless. I'm not upset over the decision you made, of course whatever decision you made, i'll support you cos i believe you want the best out of you too and as your bestfriend me, i want you to be happy too.

But i'm hurt. 9 years. 9 years of longest and closest friendship, but i feel i know nuts about you now. How i wish i could be your listening ears.. your shoulders, your pillar for you to lean on, you always can have my shirt to cry on and clean your tears on, to make you laugh. But i do not have the chance to.

We all lead different lives now, clashing timings. And everyone do face changes in life too. But surely, is the term 'bestfriends' just a word on the mouth i wonder? We hardly get to see each other. Not even months. Sometimes even a call, the line never lasts more than 10 mins as you're busy.

I just wish the best out of you. Maybe you don't need us as much as you do in the past anymore. But i want you to know that no matter what, we'll always stand right here by your side.

Kaiwei's going back to Taiwan next week already. And you're going to Vietnam for attachment too for so many months.... Yet now we still can't even get close to you.

That is why, i am speechless. Altho am hurt right now, but still, we love you. You take care.

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This feeling sucks i swear. One problem after another.