Dear Diary.... ♥

5:24 AM

Today, i woke up with tears in my eyes unknowingly. Why do i always have to dream...? Everything feels so real so real in my dream.

I'm beginning to doubt whether dreaming of you is a good or bad thing.

Good because i can only get to see and feel you in my dreams. Bad because when i wake up, i stoned on my bed, telling myself to get back to reality.

Anyway, i really can't figure myself out already. Am i really strong? Or just acting strong? Every promises is still ringing in my mind every single day i dont know why. Promises we said for our future, you promised to work hard, i promised to study hard. And set a happy good life family tgt. I feel so silly to still harp onto it. *Laughs at myself*

I never expected how this short period could affect me so much. Never..

I have already walked through the hardest road in my life, so no matter what i will never collapse anymore.

Just enjoy and occupy every part of my life now so i wont have any allowance time to brood about anything~

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Was playing lantern and candles the other night outside Kallang indoor stadium, just beside the pretty bridge.

"M&J" - Did by sweetie Marilyn. "Joy" - My artwork. :)

Enjoying like a little kid again. It was where i smiled. :)

Making BIG fire..... Hurhur.

Super playful me, did fire stunts. Arrrr, yes i did even more aggressive ones when i was younger.

On a happy random note, i'm going for a short getaway impromptu trip to Batam next Sunday.

SPA, HAIR-TREATMENT, SHOPPING and......... to escape from all the tears in Sillypore! CANT WAIT! (Esp for the high-end spa. Omg, shiokness hehe. :P)

Okay that's all for now first. I'm running late. Gonna rush to prepare then rush out.. Tables reserved for tonight already!

Back for more updates soon~